Today, me and baby go to Dataran Pahlawan after our class...as usual,we had our lunch,then proceed to Dataran Pahlawan. We go with a very relax mood as we jz finish our midterm exam and after a tiring day yesterday babysitting Xuan Hao...
We enter The Brands Outlet and we start our shopping mood as i promise her to take her to relax and company her to some boutique...we stop at the accessories section and she saw her favorite handphone hanger...we just stood there and discuss which is more nice and pretty one...when she finally choosed the best...i said i buy for her...she ask me again for confirmation as our financial is quite low lately...but,because of i know that handphone hanger she had been aimed for quite a time and this time,i decide to buy for her as i didn't bought her anything lately...just damn happy seeing her happy and excited expression~
Things went bad after that...she going to look for cloth at some of the boutique there...and we start an arguement there...it make me quite pissed off at first...but to think about it...i didnt blame her cz of how she react...it's my fault...
Our mood is just like ZOOM!!!n CRASH!!!no mood to shop and talk anymore...even on the way home, we didnt speak even a word....not even i going home...and till now...and that really make me feel want to cry.............................................
baby, i know our relationship is not like last time...and i know i change a lot lately...but 1 thing for sure...my feeling for you didn't change at all...i noe if we continue like that,our relationship will head to a dead end...but i stil love u...i don't want our relationship ends...i didn't even think about it...i try so hard to change...but i really hope you can forget the past problem cz it really hurt me,you and our relationship quite badly lately...and we argue for a lots of times lately...i don't want that!!!i just wish we can be like last time...not like now...i just damn heart broken now bcz you say you didn't trust me already...and i also thought of ending our relationship...but i can't do that...cz my love for you now is as same as the first time i fall in love with you~i want to be your smelly and sampat dear dear FOREVER~~~
heart broken...
DEAR DEAR
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